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LIGHT

hi and welcome to my about page! i don't really know what to say here.

in my personal life, i'm a psychology major in college. though i aspire to become either a cardiologist or neurologist. i've had an interest in medicine since i was young (as in, i was reading medical books as a toddler), and the human body has always fascinated me. that being said, i wasn't sure on what specific field i wanted to go into until a few years ago.

i was too unstoppable on my own, so when i as 16, god decided to smite me with disability (well, it was always there, it just got way worse) to nerf my character. so now i'm like 20 going on 85. at any rate, i have a lot of things wrong with mme, and only one doctor (my awesome cardiologist) ever figured any of them out, so i had to take matters into my hands. as such, i've done a lot of research in the past 5 years, and in that time, i've become fascinated with those specific organ systems.

but of course, i'm not just majoring in psychology on a whim... i'm just as interested in the mental side of the human body as i am the physiological. if anything, i think having a good understand of both is crucial for any doctor. and interesting.

i've been coding since 2015 technically, but back then, my experience was limited to editing my tumblr theme, lol. in 2020, i got super obsessed with carrd, and eventually, just started coding half the site myself, so i decided to make this website.

i started it in 2021 or so, and back then, it was kinda... really bad. although i was comfortable coding my own little things here and there on carrd, i didn't know how to write the whole thing from scratch, so i had to learn all that first. actually, i don't think i really started treatign this as a proper site until 2022. it took me a while, lol.

the original url for this site used to be balladeer, which was taken from my favorite genshin character, scaramouche. but i've grown out of genshin over the years, and as much as i love him, i wanted the url of this site to be something that is really important to me. thus, i chose corktree. which is based off my favorite album of all time from my favorite band of all time.

i've certainly improved in terms of my coding skills since i started this website, but the one thing i always still believe i lack in is my creativity... i really love sites that have a bunch of elements put together so neatly that it looks perfect as a complete piece. that, and i don't really know how to draw... so i can't draw custom elements to make my site look more unique. i'd love to make my website look like that one day.

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FAVORITE ALBUMS: FROM UNDER THE CORK TREE & THREE CHEERS FOR SWEET REVENGE

these are my two favorite bands ever!!! they are both number 1 in my heart♡. i've loved them for almost an entire decade and they are very important to me... i've seen both bands twice and i hope i get to see them more in the future !!

my music taste is very all over the place truthfully haha. though i do tend to gravitate to more emo/alternative rock type music no matter what... that being said i grew up with rnb rap and pop so they hold a special place in my heart as well! ^_^

some other artists i like a lot are one ok rock, kenshi yonezu, (old) panic! at the disco, yuya matsushita, maximum the hormone, selena, and kakihara tetsuya!

i also enjoy vocaloid! my favorite producers are neru, giga-p, wowaka, and kikuo!

i've been collecting cds for 9 years now! my first two were ab/ap and from under the cork tree! :D my vinyl collection is much newer haha i only started properly last year... however the first one i ever got was gym class heroes' as cruel as school children back in 2016! i don't have as many as cds because they are... significantly more expensive but i love the ones i do! you can check out my collection by double-clicking the image to the right:

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I LOVE MY WIFE : hi

izaya is my beautiful angel princess wife💖 i loved him for many many years (8) and my last words will probably be something like 'i wish i sexualized izaya more'. to put it simply im ガチ恋 with him so i'm very passionate and crazy about izaya (^□^)

i'm not usually that eloquent about my feelings towards izaya so one of the most common phrases in my mind is 'izaya is so cute...' which is true! but the frequency of its appearance is a testament to its validity (along with how small my brain is). whenever i see art of him (especially the ones where hes just doing mundane things and looks really beautiful) (also the ones where hes so cute and youthful and funny and whatnot) i have to fight back the urge to bash my skull into the nearest wall or my desk. it's so intense. i don't think it's exactly healthy for me to have such a visceral reaction but i don't know how else to react to such information. in japanese i call him the 世界で一番美しい存在 (or variations of this) which just means he's the most beautiful entity in the entire world. which is true. i wouldn't say it if it wasn't true. i want to dote on him and call him beautiful and cute and my angel even though i think pet names are really stupid and cheesy. for some reason whenever i think of izaya i can't help but want to be cheesy and painfully corny. this must also be due to the izaya disease.

i've been collecting for izaya for abt 6 years now and i have a few itaboard/itabags to show off my charms + badges ♡ he means a lot to me and i know i already rambled my ass off about him on the fave characters page but i wanted a special thing for him here too!!!!!!! he's shaped me as a person a lot and so it only feels right i mention him here too.

i also yume w izaya (shocker)... i once had a dream where we went on a date to a fob show and ended up meeting patrick stump who told us 'wow you guys are really strange. you should get married!' so in an ideal world me and izaya are married while i subject him to listening to fall out boy lore explanations 🥰 and i make him buy me all the expensive ass clandestine industries merch from back in the day along with the cork tree hot topic vinyl pressing 💞

i cannot draw unfortunately but if i could i would draw so many funny 4koma gag manga of me and izaya which may or may not involve fall out boy. every artist i've commissioned thus far is like my savior i owe them all my lives. especially with how awful i am at explaining my thoughts .

my bedroom is just as haunting as you can imagine. maybe even more so. for some reason they made a lot of izaya pillows and i have to put them somewhere so they're all on my bed now. which means whenever i wake up i'm immediately met with that freakish demon.(i get up every day and start giggling and kicking my feet as soon as i see him) i wasn't really trying but at some point my room ended up becoming an itabeya with 90% of my stuff being izaya LOL.

i won't really ramble any more than i already have on this site bc i have an entire website dedicated to that so. if you wanna hear more about my freakish love for izaya check out my shrine!^_^

funny pictures i have made 🤓

cool stamps and stuff 🔥

Playlist

my favorite songs ^_^